In video games the good guys are always supposed to win. You're supposed to win. Whether you do or not is up to your abilities. If you die it's not the game's fault.
This isn't a video game. In this world, the most we can hope for is to save our little piece of it. And when we can't, whose fault is it?
Life can't be blamed for how fucked up it gets.
-Spectre
Sit back, turn off the lights, bask in the glow of the computer screen, allowing your eyes to melt, and I shall tell you a story. Or ten. These are my writings (dur.), including fanfiction, essayish things, and ...STUFF! Original things will not be put here because I no trust people not to steal. Not that you'd want to... All of these, for the most part, are filled with angst and horrific levels of tortuous pain. There'll be favorite fanfics from some other people as well, soon as I get up off my lazy ass and put 'em up. Oh, and heed the warnings. They're there for your protection. Everything up here rated PG-13 unless otherwise noted. Oh, and remember, LASERS!
[The Betrayal Series]
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- Angst, some Zim-torture
Status- Complete
Part One: Vindication- "The day that HE showed up in our classroom, everything
changed. The proof was there, sitting in the front row, just waiting to be
exposed. So, to protect the world from full scale invasion...I did what I had to
do." A dark future fic. Dib is victorious, but the cost was high... Dib
POV.
Part Two: When the World Ends- The Irken Armada has arrived, to everyone's
surprise. What will it mean for Zim, Gaz, and Dib? Various POVs.
Part Three: Spectre- As the Earth prepares for war, Zim, Dib, and Gaz reach the
final confrontation. Various POVs.
[PSAG!] Yours truly took first place in the non-anime category of the great Terror Unknown contest, THE place for all the horrible and angsty fanfiction around. What was the judge smoking O_o. Seriously, I consider this a GREAT honor! Much thanks to Vegeta's Lover Girl, and kudos to all the other contestants! And please stop by TU when you're done here, you won't be disappointed.
It's Been A While -The rivalry comes to an unexpected, painful end.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
My Immortal -The rivalry (again) comes to an unexpected, painful end. Similar theme,
different outcome.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- Angst n' pain, whoo-doggies!
Status- Complete
What You Really Need -Zim finally finds out the truth, in the worst way
possible, and it drives him to drastic measures.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
Stellar -Sequel to What You Really Need. Dib's worried over Zim's growing distraction,
and the threat of losing him. Not nearly as angsty as it sounds, unfortunately.
Songfic to Stellar, by Incubus.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- [Points up] [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
Under the Needle -Same storyline as What You Really Need and Stellar. Tiny little
vignette, on a subject near and dear to my heart [snicker]. Fluffy to the max
^_^.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- [Points up again] [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
All the Luck -Again, same storyline as WYRN/Stellar. I need to name this thing
just so I won't have to keep saying that O_o. Even tinier little vignette, one
of my new writing exorcises! Fluffeh.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- G
Challenge- CLM's show-not-tell jealousy challenge. To
show jealousy without using any vocabulary in the same family as that word.
Time Limit-1 hour. Written in about 30 minutes.
Warnings- [Points up with a frustrated sigh] [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
Mallrats -Same storyline. Written for the CLM 'Imperfect Sex' challenge.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG-13
Challenge- Imperfect sex! Doesn't have to actually get into the sex, it can be
interrupted, but the plot has to focus on the sex and what goes wrong. Fuuuuuun XD.
Time Limit- 60 minutes. Written in just about that, two sittings.
Warnings- [Points up, rolling her eyes] [SLASH: Sweet sweet Zim+Dib. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
Two Can Play -I've gone and done it. Zim pr0n, whoo! A power play in the bedroom,
heh. Zim/Dib.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating-
NC-17! Do not read if you are not of age!!
Warnings- See...above. [SLASH: Slash slash and more slash. Sweet, dysfunctional Zim/Db.]
Status- Complete
A Lifetime -The measure of a life. A crossover of Invader Zim and Neil Gaiman's The
Sandman. Three guesses as to which Sandman character shows up...
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG
Warnings- None that wouldn't ruin the fun
Status- Complete
The Crow: Retribution -"People once believed that when someone dies, a crow
carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad
happens that a great sadness is carried with it, and the soul can't rest. Then
sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong
things right." A crossover of Invader Zim and The Crow.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- Violence, blood
Status- Incomplete
Haiku of DOOM! -Craziness.
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- G
Warnings- None
Status- Complete, for now
Hello -Named for and inspired by the Evanescence song 'Hello'. Yet
the lyrics have absolutely nothing to do with this. Go figure. Angst, WHOO!
Fandom- Invader Zim
Rating- G
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. At least three scenes,
in which the last word of one scene becomes the first word of the next scene, and the first word of the fic becomes
the last.
Time Limit- 1 hour 30 minutes. Written in about 54 minutes.
Warnings- Slash, of course!
Status- Complete
Private Moments -Logan/Kurt pre-slash. Kurt interrupts a private moment.
Fandom- X-Men Movieverse
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre.
A fic focusing on at least three senses.
Time Limit- I think it was 90 minutes, can't remember XD.
Warnings- Pre-SLASH!
Status- Complete
Nightmares -Logan's not the only one with bad dreams.
Fandom- X-Men Movieverse
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. No dialogue!
Time Limit- 45 minutes. Took about that.
Warnings- SLASH!
Status- Complete
Dreams in White -More Logan/Kurt, more dreams. This time it's Logan's turn.
Fandom- X-Men Movieverse
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. Focusing on the color white.
Time Limit- Uh...dun remember O_o
Warnings- Pre-SLASH!
Status- Complete
Complements -Kain/Raziel, set during Soul Reaver 2. No real attempt
at continuity, apologies :P.
Fandom- Legacy of Kain
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. Focusing on complementary colors.
Time Limit- 90 minutes, took the whole time.
Warnings- SLASH!
Status- Complete
One Girl's Trash is Another Toad's Treasure -Todd and Kurt are so fooking cute. This happens to be my
first Evo fic, and as such, it sucks. Slight AU (Kurt's girlfriend's not Amanda,
much as I dislike her I know she wouldn't be that cruel XD).
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. Flash Forward!! Like a flashback,
only...uh...forward.
Time Limit- Can't remember OMG ;_;
Warnings- Slash, duh :P
Status- Complete
After-School Activities -Todd/Kurt-age, huzzah! Hanging out after school, Todd ruminates on...stuff.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. Anything and everything
involving a couch!
Time Limit- I think it was 45 minutes, written in about that.
Warnings- Slash, duh :P
Status- Complete
Playing Games -Todd/Kurt-age, w00t! Just the thought of these two playing THIS game makes me make little squealy noises.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Challenge- From Contrelamontre. To somehow use the line, "If
you tell anyone, I'll kill you." The idea for this fic was already in my head, the challenge just happened to fit it perfectly.
Time Limit- Another one I can't remember -_-;;;
Warnings- Slash! (Bet'cha didn't see that one coming)
Status- Complete
Kumquats -Madness. Sheer madness. A crackified little Todd/Kurt, inspired by an even more
crackified online madlib I did. The madlib also inspired this adorable picture from Idgiebay.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Warnings- SLASH!
Status- Complete
Beyond Redemption -Todd/Kurt, and my angst muses are still speaking to me. Yay! This is a bitter possible end to the war.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- SLASH! DEATH! And other good things!
Status- Complete
The Best Moment of His Life -This is also proof that my angst-muses still like me. This one's probably cliche,
melodramatic, and I KNOW is horribly angsty. I love it anyway. What could be worse than death? Todd/Kurt.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Challenge- Written for the CLM 'This is not
the worst moment of his life' challenge. Fic must start with the line, 'This is not the worst moment of his life.' Go figure.
Time Limit- Done in an hour and 15 min., just a tiny tiny bit over the time limit.
Warnings- SLASH! DEATH! Whee!
Status- Complete
A Splash of Crimson -AU. Todd runs into a mysterious stranger in a dark alley. Todd/Kurt Fang*Sex!
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Challenge- Done for our 2003 Halloween challenge at
The Todd/Kurt Slash Community. We had to pick from several different themes or items for inclusion...I picked vampires.
Which should be a no-brainer for anyone that knows me.
Time Limit- None
Warnings- SLASH. Mention of prostitution
Status- Complete
In the Closet -Didn't your parents ever tell you not to drink and play potentially humiliating
party games? Todd/Kurt
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- SLASH! But that should be a given.
Status- Complete
Act Naturally -Kurt's finding it hard to keep pretending... Todd/Kurt
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Challenge- The CLM 'non-song songfic' challenge. Basically, use the lyrics
of a song IN the body of the fic, with the goal to make it seem like they're part of the fic itself. A challenge that was too good to pass up.
Time Limit- Don't remember ;_;
Warnings- SLASH!
Status- Complete
Look Who's Coming to Dinner -Holiday fic! This was my Christmas present to my beloved Idgiebay. The whole
Institute's curious as to who Kurt's bringing home for the holidays. Of course,
it's the last person they'd expect.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- SLASH!
Status- Complete
Blue -A short drabble piece done as a companion to 'Look Who's Coming to Dinner'. Todd/Kurt
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Warnings- SLASH! FLUFF!
Status- Complete
Reflection -During a midnight stroll, Kurt becomes an unwitting eavesdropper on a private conversation.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG
Challenge- Done for a The Todd/Kurt Slash Community challenge. Someone
overhears another talking to themselves and learns something surprising through it.
Time Limit- None
Warnings- SLASH! Fluff
Status- Complete
Want -Another tiny drabble. The incomparable Pete Wisdom makes an appearance in this one. Kurt/Todd, Pete/Kurt.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Warnings- SLASH! Angst!
Status- Complete
Sunshine and Chocolate -Pure, unmitigated smut, with a healthy dash of angst. PWP Todd/Kurt inspired by the lyrics of Semisonic's
'Sunshine and Chocolate'.
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- NC-17!!!
Warnings- GRAPHIC SLASH.
Status- Complete
Blood for Blood -A little bit of creepiness for Halloween. New!
Fandom- X-Men: Evolution
Rating- PG-13
Challenge- Done for the 2004 Halloween challenge and the Stalker challenge at The Todd/Kurt Slash Community.
Warnings- Just a hint of Bloodplay.
Status- Complete
Faceoff -Written for my first slash fandom. The Gundam boys are playing a dangerous game...one that involves lots of explosives.
Fandom- Gundam Wing
Rating- PG
Warnings- [light, implied SLASH: 1x2, 3x4. Don't like, don't read.]
Status- Complete
I Never Knew -An essay written upon the death of my grandfather.
Fandom- Original
Rating- PG
Warnings- None
Status- Complete
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